Small update

Since I still have 30 minutes before going to work, might as well make a small update. I actually felt very very regretful for not going with my friends to Penang. For starters, I really need to stop neglecting my friends. I find myself missing them a lot. Since it's over, let me just take it as a lesson and move forward.

As my UEC results are coming soon, I'm having a slight insomnia as the days come closer. Even though I was very tired when the day ended, and slept at 10pm, I couldn't help opening my eyes in the middle of the night. At first it was 5am, then 4am, then 3am, then 2am... It's very troublesome for me, and I had to sleep at 11pm yesterday so I can totally wear myself out. But I still woke up quite early, which is 5am. I really hope that the day could arrive soon, so I can get back my sleep.

The happy thing is, I'm sort of ready to complete my application. My certificates are sorted (but haven't filed), my personal statement is done (few weeks ago), and my letter of working experience has been filled by the doctor. What could possibly go wrong? Hahaha, my results. Well, I'm still confident and optimistic about my results. But I should also start having some self-preparation.

Well, that's it. I have nothing much to say. I should go get myself a cup of coffee.

having a 3GB data

It may not be a very significant change in my life, but I have started to notice how much time I had spent on using my data every single time I'm alone, doing nothing.
To be honest I hate myself for this, because whenever I feel like having nothing to do, I just swipe my phone, and looking back now, I'm just wasting my time. I should do something more meaningful, such as reading, revising, cleaning my room (again!), or even learning new things.
Every night, the last thing I do before I sleep is to close my data usage, and every morning, the first thing I do when I wake up is to turn on my data usage. I wonder if it's because I was taking a break from work and it made me unable to use my time efficiently, which is why I couldn't complete my IELTS practice books.
Anyway, I'm going back to being busy tomorrow, I am very excited. I found out that I'm just so obsessed (bad word) with being busy, I must be very very crazy.
Anyway, just a small reminder that I shouldn't dwell on my data anymore and should only use it when needed to.
Data is truly a waste of my time -_-

Thoughts after an accident

So my friend actually told me to write a post about a car accident I was involved on the 1st of December, which I had not thought about it and never planned about it either. Anyway, it's quite a unique way to start a new month.

So I had my first car accident, not much of a trauma since it's just a small accident and no one was hurt one bit. I probably had mental issues about driving out again but I am sure it's just a small small consequence I had to bear at the moment. With a bit more bravery to drive again, I'm sure I will recover asap.

And I have to drive as it's my speaking test tomorrow. Actually a lot of good things are happening ever since the accident (it's only two days). For example, aside of winning the lottery, I also found out that my IELTS requirement for university is just a 6.0 (not 7.0 as I first found out), hooray!!

The accident definitely trained me to be more positive thinking, I had a terrible breakdown yesterday after doing the police report, which includes embarrassing moments such as crying while driving home and crying another 2 hours in my bedroom. I hadn't had a breakdown for months, this is quite new.

So after talking to a few friends, I felt so much better and I am very very very grateful to have these three (four?) friends. It may not be a lot, since I'm sort of a loner and has a very small social circle, but they mean the world to me, and I wouldn't want to lose them. I will truly treasure them a lot.

And here ends this small post. Aside, I'm very in love with f(x)'s "4 walls". Oh, and IU's calendar.