When i was young i have hoped for a name like "Serenity" which means peacefulness and calm. Although it is a eligible name, but after searching through google, I prefer Serena much better. So now I'm gonna change Melanie to Serena? Although the reason I like Melanie is because of the singer Melanie Martinez. Whatsoever its just a name, no matter what, it's just a person in this wide vast world.
I must have found out that my English is sucking so badly now I cannot think of any good phrases and my first essay to Mr.Richard is a piece of shit. I hate the essay i wrote. I need improvement.
I've been listening to Hebe's "insignificance", it's truly a wonderful song, with drips of poetic potions.
"Under one small star" -- Wislawa Szymborska
My apologies to chance for calling it necessity.
My apologies to necessity if I'm mistaken, after all.
Please, don't be angry, happiness, that I take you as my due.
May my dead be patient with the way my memories fade.
My apologies to time for all the world I overlook each second.
My apologies to past loves for thinking that the latest is the first.
Forgive me, distant wars, for bringing flowers home.
Forgive me, open wounds, for pricking my finger.
I apologize for my record of minuets to those who cry from the depths.
I apologize to those who wait in railway stations for being asleep today at five a.m.
Pardon me, hounded hope, for laughing from time to time.
Pardon me, deserts, that I don't rush to you bearing a spoonful of water.
And you, falcon, unchanging year after year, always in the same cage,
your gaze always fixed on the same point in space,
forgive me, even if it turns out you were stuffed.
My apologies to the felled tree for the table's four legs.
My apologies to great questions for small answers.
Truth, please don't pay me much attention.
Dignity, please be magnanimous.
Bear with me, O mystery of existence, as I pluck the occasional thread from your train.
Soul, don't take offense that I've only got you now and then.
My apologies to everything that I can't be everywhere at once.
My apologies to everyone that I can't be each woman and each man.
I know I won't be justified as long as I live,
since I myself stand in my own way.
Don't bear me ill will, speech, that I borrow weighty words,
then labor heavily so that they may seem light.
I need this in my life. It's a very intriguing piece.
I love it.
