Escalating

Well, that escalated quickly.
said by my relationship between me and him.
It's been how long now? 2 weeks?
We argued like mad for one day, and we were in cold war for 2 weeks.
And I was so desperate to be nice to him again, but it seems like he didn't want to.
So now,after  reading my previous post, I just find him as another history of mine.
Even though I really felt guilty and helpless and sad, but now I think I just have to forget this incident. As if nothing ever happened.
I have to keep reminding myself that I cannot afford to hurt anyone anymore, that I cannot make one's dream disappear anymore. And I cannot make anyone feel unsatisfied anymore.

我不会尝试去改变你，虽然你的习惯我看不惯，但是我怕万一有一天你真的变了，变成了我所期望的样子，我会怀念以前的你。